Virtual Bullies.

I understand why you would hide yourself behind a screen & try to make others feel like shit. You have no sense of bravery & no guts to do anything in person, so you hide behind a screen & laugh at the emotional distress you bring upon your prey.

To those that do it, you embarrass our society even more than it should be.

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I hate that “What if..?” in the back of my head.

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Ugh.. I just want to talk to you.

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03/09/2012

I don’t know if I’m happy or sad anymore; I feel emotionless way more than I should. People think I’m the happiest person, but I don’t think I really think that way. I’m not sure what I’m feeling, but it isn’t a giddy emotion. I’m getting way more irritated lately & I just feel really lonely. Though I don’t appear to look like it in front of, well, anybody. I don’t want to bring others’ mood down because of my bad aura, so I try to stay upbeat. But I can just handle so much, you know?

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Sometimes you don’t have to keep strong & smile.

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“You are good enough.”

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I’m scared of how people think of me.

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I just want to be done.

I want to go somewhere far away. A fresh start. 

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It’s not the same anymore.

I feel like some of the really close friends I’ve had/made all drifted away at the same time. Slowly, I’d gradually start feeling left out. I would talk to my friends that I’ve made years ago and we could tell each other just about anything, but the thing is, we don’t even hang out. We have those really nice talks, but I don’t have anyone physically near me that I can tell anything to anymore.

It just feels as though every time I make a close friend, I end up losing grasp of them and we stop talking. I don’t know anymore. This already happened twice this year, and it’s happening again. I want to talk with them, but we ran out of things to even talk about & I don’t want to pester them any further.

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I’m never genuinely happy anymore

I have those moments where I have a laugh and I’m happy, but it doesn’t last forever; maybe for a certain part of the day, but it fades out. I don’t have that whole-heartedly happy feeling like I did when I was younger.

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